I Can't Sleep.

   12:28 am and I am wide awake again.
   Thank you Fibro for messing with my sleep schedule, You STINK BIG time.
    Just once I would love to have a day free of all my pains, no symptoms showing up, and feel like the average person feels every day.  I am NOT stupid: I know it's NEVER going to happen, but a woman can dream.
    As everyone but me sleeps I have realized I'm lonely and want human interactions. Don't worry reader I will NOT wake anyone up.
    By the way reader I have a new email. It's FiestyFibroFighter@gmail.com. Please only use it if you are nice, and have positive thoughts to share.
    I hate when your body screams I" want sleep", and your body betrays you by saying NOT tonight. that's what I'm going through tonight. UGH!
    I crave sleep. Why oh why does my body betray me?  What did I do to deserve a body that's riddled with pain and problems?
     Physically and mentally. It's NOT fair! I want to scream from the roof tops that it's NOT fair!
     Thankfully, I am smart enough to realize how stupid and childish that would be.
      Have any of my readers felt this same way? Please write to me and tell me all about it. That way I don't feel so alone in my crazy thoughts. Thanks in advance.
      It"s now 1:00 am, and I'm still writing, but writing slowly because of brain fog and a body that feels like a semi rolled over me, and then lit me on fire. I have other symptoms as well, but I figured       I'd bore you if I told you everything I'm going through. That's why you got only the two worst symptoms.
     Well reader it's time for me to Say goodbye. So see you soon reader, and always God bless you.